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夏日与蜜桃,暧与爱,我与你(2)

时间:2022-10-08来源:网友提供 作者:R.D.Jr 点击:

  在阁楼,Elio掏空桃子,把这颗新鲜的蜜桃当成Oliver,用着自己的方式尝试与不久后即将离开的Oliver融为一体。Oliver发现后,“I wish everybody was as sick as you.”然而他也是这样“变态”,抓起桃子就要吃下去,让Elio的体液在他的食道、血管里流淌,也想要与Elio融为一体。Elio紧紧抱着Oliver哭着喊道不希望他离开,他是真的爱Oliver,Oliver也深知他的不舍。

  

  

  父母得知Oliver就要离开,便为两人安排了一次旅行。他们在山脉欢呼追逐,在深夜的罗马街头激吻、与陌生人共舞。舞曲名为《Love My Way》,全片中出现了两次,第一次是在Oliver刚来不久的一晚,他们结伴开趴时有放。两次都是,每当歌曲响起,伴随着轻快的歌声,Oliver潇洒自在地舞动起来,浑身都散发出致命的荷尔蒙。

  There’s an army on the dance floor

  It’s a fashion with a gun my love

  In a room without a door

  A kiss is not enough in

  Love my way

  It’s a new road

  I follow where my mind goes

  ……

  

  “我只想听从我内心的呼唤”,他们都爱上对方,听从内心的指引,把握住了这所剩不多的时间好好相爱。

  Oliver终是离开了,在火车站Elio迟迟不肯松手,这一松手之后再见面是明年夏天吗?都是未知数了,他不愿轻易放走这个他深爱的人。看着火车缓缓驶去,在电话里泣不成声的他希望母亲来接他,是啊,两个人一起结伴而行,又怎么愿意独自归家。

  回到家后,父亲对Elio说了一段意味深长的话:

  “…And when you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spot. Just remember, I am here.

  Right now, you may not wanna feel anything, maybe you never wanted to feel anything. And maybe it’s not to me you’d want to speak about these things but feel something you obviously did(去拥抱那些感触吧).

  Look, you had a beautiful friendship. Maybe more than a friendship. And I envy you. In my place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away. Pray their sons land on their feet, but I am not such a parent. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster, that we go bankrupt by the age of 30. And have less to offer, each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything. WHAT A WASTE! … I may have come close, but I never had what you two have. Something aways held me back, or stood in the way. How you live your life is your business. Just remember, our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once, and before you know it, your heart’s worn out. And as for your body, there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. Right now there’s sorrow, pain. Don’t kill it, and with it, the joy you felt…”

  整段话很简单不需要译文也很好理解,即父亲鼓励Elio不要为了迅速忘记悲伤而让自己变得麻木,不要为了feel nothing而not to feel anything。因为害怕伤害,害怕失去,害怕结束,于是害怕开始,害怕接触,随着年龄的增长,在每一段新的感情中,我们投入将的越来越少,感受力也越来越弱。为何不享受这份痛苦,痛苦也是我们必不可少的感情,是一生中必须要去承担和感受,和快乐幸福一样重要。不要着急忘记,勇敢地拥抱自己的经历和感受,会收获成长。父亲也曾有过与同性的类似经历,这些回忆始终是他的羁绊。羁绊是什么?羁绊是一种无法切断、无法割舍的爱,是难以舍弃的感情。再用《刻你》里的一句话:每个人的初恋,都跟史诗电影一样伟大。Elio和初恋Oliver相遇时是那样美好,分离时又是那样的痛苦,但终究还是走向了各自的人生。这些也都是Elio的羁绊,同样会伴随着他一路走来,三十岁回头望自己的人生,我不仅没有bankrupt,相反我依旧懂得如何在爱情里投入,如何全身心地去爱一个人。

  “那你们冬天做什么?等待夏天来临吗?”Elio应该很期盼来年的夏天吧。影片的最后,冬日光明节下的意大利和Elio依旧美如画。 Elio收到了Oliver的来电,得知他将在春天结婚。

  “Oliver,你为什么要在春天结婚?”

  “因为夏天是用来纪念你的,Elio”

  火炉前,Elio默默垂泪,伴随着歌曲《Visions of Gideon》(译为:基甸的幻象)。

  I have loved you for the last time

  Is it a video? Is it a video?

  I have touched you for the last time

  Is it a video? Is it a video?

  For the love, the laughter I feel up to your arms

  Is it a video? Is it a video?

  For the love, the laughter I feel up to your arms

  Is it a video? Is it a video?

  Is it a video?

  ……

  It’s not a video. It’s real. 炭火噼啪声,少年的内心也是撕裂般的痛,一切都结束了,那个夏天,他和他的爱是真的,但留下来了什么?只剩回忆,此生每到夏天都要再回到初见那日,将这一切从头经历一次。

  复古的建筑、慵懒的晚风、沁心的池水、缱绻的香烟、慵懒的舞步、娇艳欲滴的桃子、让人昏昏欲睡的阳光……大量意象的使用是这部片子给我的最清晰的印象,尤其是香烟,绝大多数有母亲出现的镜头,她总是叼着一根香烟潇洒自如,意大利和法式风情在她身上完美体现。其次,这部电影最大的特点就是后劲十足,初看的时候真觉得节奏太慢,长镜头和静景直接跳过,但在细品过后,我相信这部影片所描述的刻骨爱情,会让人在每个夏天的夜晚想起,再打开回味时发现里面每一个细节都催人泪下。

  有一个小细节发生在早餐吃意大利特色煮鸡蛋上。Oliver第一次吃时,把鸡蛋敲烂了,女仆帮他换了一个并帮他敲好,这里没有给特写,但有较长的人物对话;到了第二次早餐场景,Oliver自己敲鸡蛋而且很完美,这里给的是特写镜头,我认为导演想表达的是Oliver已经熟悉了这里的生活,

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